CHANEL

Nirvana HOME // Fri 01 May 12pm // C2MMENT I feel lonely.. like nobody loves me. Like everyone is incapable of loving me. I don't WANT to feel this way. But I can't stop the feeling.. its so hopeless. Like I'll never be happy. I just care about the people around me so much. Friends, more importantly. I care about them so much but it seems to me that I come last always. So many people come first with me. And I know I don't come first with anyone. I'm not the first thought anyone thinks in the morning, I'm not haunting anyones mind.. But I let people get to me. I let them cloud my brain constantly. I let people and their decisions effect how I feel and my life. But I know that I don't effect anyone in the same way. Man, I wish. I don't know why but I would find so much comfort in knowing someone was hung up on me. That if I didn't text someone back that they would spend their whole day wondering why, anticipating when I would. I do that so much with so many people. I let my feelings take front row. Maybe I'm just not busy enough, I have too much time to think? Yeah.. that's it.. sex please HOME // Mon 27 Oct 3pm // C16MMENT How many of you are virgins? I bet the majority. What do you think about that? When are you planning on losing it? Who to? Is sex a big deal to you? Do you judge people who lose their virginity before marriage? Do you think its disgusting when someone has sex with people who they aren't in a serious relationship with? I'm not. I think it's alright, it doesn't bother me and when I lost it I didn't cry and I wasn't hopelessly in love with the guy either. Sex is not a big deal to me one bit. I mean, you obviously have to be smart about who you do it with - because of STD's.. But I definitely don't think you need to be in love with someone to fuck them. Sex is for pleasure, in my mind. Proceed with the judging. Slow Car Crash HOME // Fri 24 Oct 4pm // C8MMENT Does my site not have a CSS for like .5 seconds when you open it for anyone else? Content Management Powered by CuteNews